21 Going on 24

Happy Friday!!! See, we got through the week! It wasn't so bad was it? So I just realized that I did the exact same thing for my 21st birthday and my 24th. Mr. M took me to Disneyland. We were already passholders back then, and actually that was when Disney gave out free tickets if you go exactly on your birthday, but if you have a pass, then they'll give you a gift card that's the same amount as the tickets. I got a really nice pink and grey sweatshirt that I still love to this day out of that free gift card.

Anyway since I've just turned 21, Mr. M got me my first glass of wine and we sipped it out on the patio at California Adventure. Coincidentally, that's what we did this past weekend to celebrate my 24th birthday. Here's the picture to proof it LOL.

Awww look at younger me... Chose a D'Asti back then

They ran out of my favorite wine, Magicale, so they suggested Jones of Washington Rose Syrah, not sweet enough...

And of course, the dinner at Napa Rose. I've only been there twice and the first time was for my 21st, as I have said in the previous post.

Well what do you know, last time I got the Chocolate Molten Cake

This time I got a Cherry Upside Down Cake

For some reason, this coincidence made me think about the last 3 years of my life. Have I matured? Have I grown? How much have I changed? I know back then all I wanted to do was go clubbing, and although I still would now, I don't have the urge to go anymore. That's why when it was time to decide what I wanted to do for my birthday, I chose to spend it at Disneyland. It's ironic how I feel like I'm too old to go clubbing but never too old for Disneyland huh?

Aside from how I like to "party", I've also noticed that over the years my perspective have changed as well. Mr. M has always told me that I'm so negative, because I like to think the worse. In my defense, it's so I wont be disappointed if things doesn't go the way I want it to. In the end I'll end up being disappointed anyway because I really did have a higher expectation, and this is just generally speaking by the way. It gets tiring living that way because your emotions are going up and down so fast you don't have time to adjust. Now I just try to go with the flow of life and if things doesn't go my way, I try to take it as, well it wasn't meant to be that way. That God had a much better plan for me for what I had in mind for myself. Once I've accepted that fact, it felt like a huge weight has just been lifted off my shoulder, and I'm able to be truly happy with life.

I like to take this time to thank everyone that has been reading my blog. I didn't know what I wanted it to be about when I first started. I started with reading a lot of fashion blogs and lookbooks and thought it was awesome and wanted to do that. Although I love fashion, I also love a lot of other things, as you can tell, Disney is probably number one haha. So now I'm seeing this blog as my diary. Something I can look back to in the future and remember with details. Have a great weekend every one!!!

Until my next post! =]

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